Friday, May 13, 2005
when i decide to come for this exchg trip, i have decided to start afresh, to leave singapore for a while.. to settle myself.. so that when i come back to singapore, i can start everything afresh.. but it seems that i cannot get away with the relationship thingy... i like someone despite the fact i am in china.. and kenna the same ending again.. i thought i was here to keep it away from me.. but yet, i fell for it again.. sian.. then now i am going back soon.. so it means that the getaway did not help mi at all.. i am still tat gullible..wiling to put 100% trust in him.. but it seems that my trust for him is wrong again.. sian.. always that gullible..pouring myself all over that guy.. thinking of him now and then... but in the end.. never get appreaciated again...sob sob.. really feeling very sad..:'( eyes puffy puffy again..
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