Tuesday, November 25, 2008
TIRING WEEK!!!
This whole week is going to kill me man... i am on study leave from Thurs, 27 Nov to Tues, 2 Dec cos my exam is on 2 DEC!!!! DIE!!!! I haven even finish studying!! sigh... AND due to the fact that i will need to go on study leave on this coming Thurs, i have to finish all my outstanding matters... clear all so that when i come back juz need to stay in track with the stuff then i can go on my holiday from 22 Dec to 1 Jan 09.. hee hee..
But in order for me to enjoy all my holidays and study leave and exam leave, yesterday i worked till 8plus then go home then today report to work at 630am!!! Thats my 1st time for this job.. now feeling really tired and hope 6pm come soon so that i can go home and sleep.. oh ya.. due to overloading work and stress, my skin started to fail again... they're peeling again... think i never sleep well, never eat well, never take care of my body, overstressed... AND IT CAME BACK!!! sigh....
Ok show u guys a pic of me and some of my colleagues during last sat's colleague's wedding... (i look kinda weird, think the fake lashes too dramatic for me man) -__-!!
5:41:00 PM
Saturday, November 22, 2008
Food Poisoning o.0??Yeap i kenna food poisoning!!!! on Friday, 21 Nov 08!!!
Yeap. It's a friday, meaning to say I have lesson on Fri... gotta sing 杨丞琳's 习惯. Yeap its a nice song man.. i like the melody and the lyrics lotsa.. But did not do well ytd, kinda hard to sing when i have to control pitching, sing with feel, preventing myself from vomiting and prevent my tummy from having too much movements if not i have to rush to toilet man... haha..
Oh ya previously i went to 新加坡金曲奖. Initially wanted to bring qh or by de but they not free T_T so in the end, i brought alan with me for it. 刘力扬's voice damn powerful man!!! her live is even better than Yoga Lin. I was totally amazed!! haha..
12:54:00 PM
Thursday, November 13, 2008
NEW DRESS AND NEW SONG
Yesh!! i finally submitted the song to Angel for her FM88.3 campus reporter song.. Hopefully they find it ok... *pray*
Today on MC cos kinda sick... need to rest at home.. but staying at home make me finish the song in less than an hr... haha... so happy.. lol..
Let me introduce my latest collection:
Nice??? Bought it at mds.. hee hee.. going to wear it for my colleague's wedding... love it lotsa.. but i realised the website indicates that it can fit sizes from UK6-12 but i think its impossible.. cos i am a size6-8 person, the dress fits juz nice.. i think ppl who is size 12 cannot fit at all lo..
So Shiok.. now slacking at home with my doggy sleeping on my lap.. haha
2:59:00 PM
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
I AM VERY IRRITATED(PLS DUN READ IT, FOR ME TO FLARE MY TEMPER AND STRESS ONLY)CAN YOU ALL JUZ STOP BEING SO IRRITATING!!!
STOP DOUBTING WAT I SAID
IF YOU ALL DOUBT WAT I SAID PLEASE DUN LET ME NOE THAT YOU ALL DUN TRUST ME
ITS VERY IRRITATING WHEN I DISCOVER LOOPHOLES IN IT
WANT TO HAVE DOUBTS IN ME AND DUN TRUST ME,
MY ADVICE TO YOU IS: PLEASE DO IT IN A MORE PROFESSIONAL MANNER
3:33:00 PM
Its lunch time now but i'm still busy working. Finally got some time so decide to blog..
Sigh think i am either falling sick or too stress.. Have not been eating much for this 2 weeks. Last fri, was too stress, had nissin cup noodles for lunch but ate less than 5 mouthful, i threw it away.. find it disgusting.. then took 1 slice of cake, never finish also, find the cream disgusting.. went to drink green tea.. also dun feel good.. feel like vomiting.. But in the end, never la.. haha.. then went for dinner with frens also dun feel like eating.. eat le also feel so sian.. dun feel like eating..
Yesterday only had 1 meal throughout the day, only has curry chicken and 3 slices of bread which my mum prepared for me.. After lunch ard 3pm, feel disgusted again.. think indigestion or wat.. then ytd reached home early, decide to buy dinner.. bought tat mac spicy double up kinda.. the meat is totally digusting... its not thigh meat anymore.. taste so dry like nuggets.. omg... its horrible.. AND I PAID $7.95 FOR IT... CHEAT MY MONEY!!!! and once again, i eat halfway, throw away again.. sigh.. i am wasting so much food... i really feel like eating but when i really start eating i juz dun like it..
Now lunchtime i am supposed to eat, but i am not eating again.. no appetite.. i am hungry now.. but i really dunno what to eat.. buy le.. later throw away again.. sigh.. but maybe good also.. take this chance to slim down more.. haha...
Ytd went to have a hair cut to trim my hair.. it turns out... HORRIBLE... Argh!!! Can somebody just buy me a wig to wear???
12:25:00 PM
Sunday, November 09, 2008
Hee hee... finally got the pic from laoshi... so far this pic is my fav pic... kinda like the pose... but i think my expression not very nice... the eyes too big le.. very weird... haha... but nevertheless, i like this pic lotsa..
Looks stylo mylo siah.. haha
5:25:00 PM
Wednesday, November 05, 2008
Juz found this article in my thumbdrive. I forgot when did i wrote this. Nevertheless, find it quite meaningful about my own life, decided to post it here:)
我的故事其实蛮简单的，一个单纯的故事。
在我小时候，父母亲就常常会去租一些卡拉ok录相带回家，在家里k歌。听着听着就觉得很好奇，为什么他们可以一整晚唱个不停都不会累？
在小学的时候，我的父母亲工作忙碌，舅舅就会常常安排大家聚在一起k歌，希望拉进大家的感情。
当时我就觉得很好奇，为什么唱歌能够让大家这么开心？
我就觉得歌手非常厉害，他们能够让大家在她的歌声的影响下，开开心心的唱歌，他们也可以把一首悲伤的情歌，唱得大家非常难过。
我就开始有这一个梦想，我想当一名歌手，希望能够通过我的歌声带给大家快乐，希望大家听我唱歌的时候都会很陶醉，希望能够帮他们解压。
在中学的时候，我记得有一场非常大型的歌唱活动在招生，我就拿了两份表格，一份给我自己，另一份给我的姐姐。当时我们都通过了试音，但是妈妈只让姐姐学唱歌，当时的我非常难过，为什么会那么不公平？明明是我要报名参加的，为什么结果却只让姐姐学？后来，姐姐学着学着，开始有了成果，音乐学校派她出国去参加一个音乐交流会，后来陆陆续续也有很多活动。我却只能眼睁睁的看着姐姐非常成功地做她喜欢做的事情，而我也只能继续很用功的念书，希望有一天妈妈可以让我学唱歌。
到了理工学院的日子，妈妈还是不肯让我学唱歌，她说如果要学，要我自己去外头打工赚钱，自己去负担歌唱学费。后来在朋友的介绍下，找到了一份工作，可是当时我的薪水更本不够让我到音乐学校学唱歌，因为学费很昂贵。后来发现学校有很多课外活动，我就从朋友那儿得知有一个课外活动和唱歌有关。我就参加了“创作坊”。 在那里有许多热爱音乐的朋友们，有一些会作词，有一些会作曲，而我和一些朋友就负责唱他们的作品。在那里也学会了创作自己的歌曲，后来也在学校发表自己的创作，当时我就觉得非常高兴，我的梦想终于有一小小的进展。
后来在一个创作比赛里认识了一名歌唱老师，当时她是在音乐学校里教唱歌的，后来得知原来她自己在家里也有召学生，教唱歌。我就开始和她学唱歌了。当时非常的开心，可是因为是在一对一的情况下学习的，所以不会觉得有什么压力。我后来也参加了许多比赛，通过其中一场比赛，有一所音乐学校在招生，我就去那里学唱歌。
在学习中，从老师的口中知道了许多事情，原来要当一名歌手不容易。在学习的时候，有许多朋友和我同班，慢慢的发现原来每个人都有私心，并不是我想象中的简单。当时觉得很难过，为什么一个唱歌的班上会有那么多纠纷。唱歌不是一个很简单的事情吗？只要把歌唱好不就好了吗？当时在学习的过程也让我了解了很多，原来当一名歌手的条件不仅仅是把歌唱好那么简单。当然我现在已在社会工作，我第一份工作非常忙碌，为了唱歌，常常不够钱吃饭，有时候一天只能吃一餐，常常都熬夜，隔天继续上班，有时因为前晚练歌或者上课，每次都昏昏沉沉的上班， 但是还好都没被老板看穿。可是却常常被妈妈骂，因为会很迟才回家，所以每次都会用工作当借口。
后来也换工作，因为我觉得那一份工作快让我喘不过气了，自己的体格越来越差。这份新工作却只待了三个月，因为达不到他们的要求。我那时在民歌餐厅驻唱，可是也被取代了。那时感到非常失落，为什么会变成这样子？
后来也想了很多，衡量一下，为一个梦想这样的拼，会有结果吗？当时做什么事都不顺利，还好很快地找到另外一份工作，又开始继续为梦想打拼，为生活打拼。却在这个时候发现在我周围，竟然会有那么多狡猾的人，有一些人开始取笑我的弱点，我这么的相信他们都是错的吗？在音乐的道路上真的是那么的艰难吗？在这期间我开始领悟，原来在朝着自己的梦想的途中真的只能相信自己，不能太轻易相信别人。要继续追求自己的梦想就不能轻易被任何事情难倒，要学会独立。虽然离我的梦想还有一段距离，可是通过这么多的考验，我相信只要继续努力，总有一天，一定会实现。
6:01:00 PM
I have decided to blog in chinese more often from the next post onwards. Think its easier to write wat have i been doing these days without too much details that i does not wan ppl to know.. haha... *sounds confusing ya* (in doubt, can always ask me yea）haha.
Recently, there is changes in my job scope at work.. i will be handling more closing of accounts.. sounds fun but i think i'm getting a lil stress up with coping of it.. Hope i will be able to cope with it smoothly and hopefully PAY INCREMENT!!!! haha..
Went to the dental for my braces during last week.. GD NEWS: MY TEETH HAS STRAIGHTEN!!! juz gotta do some alignment now then it will be nice.. hee.. yeah yeah pretty pretty me coming soon... haha
Past 2 weeks have been meeting the same bunch of frens, been fun going out with them... especially meeting my 2 long lost frens aka disappear for long time frens.. nice chatting, gossiping abt lotsa things...
Later going out again to do some stuff that need to be done tonight.. hopefully will have lotsa inspiration later to accomplish the task given.
Sigh... ytd gt lesson at fm... me sucks at the song which laoshi specially choose for us which he find that will suit our vocal best and is within our range.. Sigh.. think i never practise hard enough and detailed enough... hope this sat will sound better at it... I sucks at lotsa control and feel kinda songs... hate it man..
10:45:00 AM
